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2007-08-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CLAUDICEWEELIYUN :B

THERE'S NO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE OF A MASSIVE POWER FAILURE.
not even extra lessons during the holidays u know u know! hehe.

met up with shu, jiafeng & claud at newton mrt in the morning & i totally looked like some auntie by carrying so many stuffs to meet them.
i baked claud this lousy-looking chocloate fudge cake which shu & i decorated it with whipped cream + herseys kissables in the station.
so the two of us just brought the cake to meet her & 3 of us then sang her a birthday song!

afterwhich we headed to cathay starbucks where we just spent some time there
- playing UNO & this eating-game which jiafeng just taught us haha.
stayed there for quite awhile before jiafeng left to meet her friends & us watching Secret! YET AGAIN, (:

poor claud was carrying so many stuffs & the spongebob balloon i gave her!
while waiting for the movie to start, we saw joel! & he looked really funny hahaha.
it's already the 2nd time watching secret & it's still very very nice.
i seriously think everyone should at least watch it once. :B

in all, we sang claud birthday song THREEE TIMES & so i hope she enjoyed her day as well. much love. >:)

2007-08-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY.

haven't been posting in 123621387613 days!
but anyway i'll seriously abstain from blogging till after EOYs.
I MEAN IT OKAY. :D
(i know i'm being such lovely girl haha.)

tag replies soon!

hiatus.

2007-08-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

The tests are finally all over & we get to have a break till the end of the National Day hoildays. (: (:
These two weeks have been so stressful & tiring.
Perhaps it will be a good time to take a break from everything.
I think we deserve it huh huh huh.

And yeah, school has been fun though it's almost the same everyday.
P.S. Claud makes nice cupcakes. <3

2007-08-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

monday
Food&Nutrition Practical Exam!

though my food wasn't too well done, but at least practical exam is finally over & i won't get to look stupid carrying so many bags of groceries to & fro school.

(:

2007-07-29T11:23:00.000+08:00

saturday
LITFEST '07
this is a literature festival held annually & this year it is at PLMGSS.
shu, beverly & stacy joined the Unseen Debate & claud, zhuwei & yiying joined the Set Text Debate.
although we din't win anything as the other teams like HCI and SJI were all really good, the entire festival was still quite enjoyable with Poetry Slams & stuff! :D

after the festival we cabbed down to cineleisure to watch Alone.
IT'S REALLY REALLY SCARY. ;O
there were so many parts when everyone just started screaming! & my heart was beating really really fast whenever the ghost appeared. ):
claud & shu were covering their eyes almost half the show & stupid claud just kept laughing. >:/

Photos! ♥

friday
it's an exciting day cause i finally removed my braces after 2 1/2 years! :D
still getting used to it though i looked kinda weird now without my braces.
afterwhich went back school for tingxie & chemistry test!
ALMOST EVERYONE CHEATED DURING TINGXIE. >:)
chemistry test sucked and i guess everything else was fine.
went home after school for my sis's convocation ceremony! :D
it was kinda boring & i almost fell asleep halfway through.
but shan't complain too much since this'll be my last time attending anyway.

Convocation '07

master in civil engineering!

my sister. (:

2007-07-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

i was doing my f&n coursework & this is what i found out.

MENU
Breakfast
1 portion Nasi Lemak
1 cup of Café Latte with whole milk
Snack time
1 Mars Bar
350ml of bandong
Lunch
1 portion McDonalds’ Big Mac
1 portion Regular french fries
1 portion Large Coke
1 McFlurry with Oreo cookies
Teabreak
3 pieces of Oreo cookies
1 glass of whole Milk
Dinner
1 portion Spaghetti with clam sauce
1 portion Blue Cheese Caesar Salad
1 portion Clam Chowder
1 Avocado Pear
Supper
½ cup Ben & Jerry’s Chunky Monkey ice cream
----------------
if a person were to eat this much of food a day, he/she would have clocked up 5119.8kcal worth of CALORIES!

this is really scary because a person is only supposed to take in around 2000ish each. >:(
SAY NO TO FASTFOOD!
BAH. i'm feeling really fat today & decided to diet.
:D

2007-07-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYNNNN! :D

it's monday! the start of a brand new week. :D
had O'lvls chinese listening in the afternoon, & it was generally fine except that i've already got some qns wrong. :/
anyway i went to negotiate with the classtee guy with bessy after exam!
she's reallyyyy good & managed to come to a consensus with the man.
so yeah. i just hope that the man will keep to what he had promised & not give me problems again! :D
thank youuuuuu bessy. :DDDDDDD

i guess it's really bad being upset all the time, so we should all be happy.
smile lijia!
smile everyone. (:

2007-07-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SUCH A BAD BAD DAY.

firstly, sherwood was being such a pest by being so biased against the 4 of us that & she always had to find fault with us every single lesson so that she'd get to tell us off.
secondly, i screwed up my chinese o'lvls oral by being so damn nervous & stumbled over the simplest words. even the conversation was horrible cause i just blanked out & began to talk nonsense. :/
afterwhich i cabbed down to make my IC. THE CAB WAS SO JERKY. i felt so nauseous that i kept wanting to vomit throughout the whole car trip. :/ what's worse is that after making myself so miserable, just to find out that i actually needed my parents' ICs as well in order to register & this just meant that i've to make another trip there next week. ):

so well, FINE. on my way home i went to collect the classteeshirts.
THAT STUPID MAN PRINTED THE DESIGNS WRONGLY. >:(
so i spent like 15mins scolding him. even though i knew this won't help anyway.
i'm so so sorry threetruth! i won't volunteer to help again. ):

aaahhhhh. everything is just so wrong today.
but nevermind. i shall be hardworking & mug for my moley moles now.
:D

2007-07-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

some comic strip we did on the possible outcome of yishu learning skateboarding. :D

2007-07-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

ONE WEEK PASSED!
so many things happened & i'm too lazy to elaborate.
anyway, this week is just simply weird cause i've been emo-ing most of the time. ):
i guess i'm too free & stuffs so i kept thinking of random stuffs; like my pathetic sad life. >:/

I WANT TO LEARN CARD TRICKS! :D

2007-06-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

IT'S FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL MANZXZX. :D

it's nice to see everyone again & spending my time more meaningfully.
& there's just some really nice souls who brightened up my day! :D
beatrice gave me chocolates & yishu who wrote me a letter!
these are just some small things that really counts. <3

anyway, there's amath test this thursday!
i'll tell you why this sucks. >:(
firstly, it's my birthday!
& secondly, i cannot remember a single thing about what i learnt.
so yeah. i've decided to start studying for it now!
just hope that i can still understand. :DDDDDDD

2007-06-23T13:43:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYYOUYOU. :D

yesterday was really cool cause SHU THREW ME A SURPRISE PARTY! :D
i din't suspect anything fishy at all even when they told me we were going to sandra's hse to do chem project. :/

so in the end the party was held at cheryl's condo function rm.
i swear i was really really really shocked when i got into the room.
cause i was expecting sandra, but all i saw was 2Wisdom people & pinli's band! they started singing birthday song for me & it was really sweeeet. <3

so pinli's band did pretty nice covers, though they claimed that the entire thing was rather screwed up. :D
THE FUNNIEST PART IS THE FACT THAT THEY DID 'GIRLFRIEND'!
though it wasn't really my favourite song, but having an all-boys band to do that song, it was really entertaining hurhur. :DDDDD

although not many people came, & the entire thing almost seemed to turn out like a gig, i'm still very thankful.
especially pinli's poor band who got to bring all the stuffs all the way there & even performed when they don't know me at all. :/

special thanks to yishu & pinli!
as well as:
claud, cheryl, yuling, kaya, zhiying, clarissa, mel, dion & pinli's band. :D

all of them made my day. <3

2007-06-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

i wonder when has the school toilets became this prettaye. :D

2007-06-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

im really really tired but i had loads of fun. :D
out to vivocity today!
watched Shrek 3 & it was pretty alright. :D
afterwhich we went shopping!
i was the only one buying, so they just tagged along with me.
it was really nice shopping with them!
cause they dint complain despite going to the same shops & they gave me suggestions too! :D
they were really cute making funny comments too.
haha funnayyyyyeee. <3

afterwhich, went to meet shu at amk library to help her borrow books.
it was kinda stupid cause i din't know i can take a bus from the mrt station, so i walked for quite abit under the slight drizzle!
but anyway, met up with shu & borrowed books.
she gave me a to-fu oyako! so yay. :D

2007-06-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

okay, i shan't be emo anymore. :D

yesterday
sent my parents to the airport & they're going to be away till friday!

so i was told that i got to be independent, surviving on my own during this time.

on my own for breakfast, lunch & dinner, as well as going school! ): ):

sounds pathetic uhuh?

but ah well. i'll be fine. :D

i'll miss mum & dad.

2007-06-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

IM FEELING REALLY REALLY UPSET RIGHT NOW.
): ): ): ): ): ):
so much so that i want to cry badly.
bahhhhhhh. this sucks. >:(

2007-06-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday was out with claud & shu. ♥

met up with shu & gave me choco-rice donut!
i thought it was really nice of her. :D

chitchatted on the way to cine & we went to the arcade.

it's kinda retarded we were screaming like crazy while playing.

hmm. :D

we caught ocean's 13 & it was a pretty nice show. :DDDDD
apparently shu was laughing at those unappropriate parts, & so claud commented,
"something's wrong with her."
anyway afterwhich, we left for far east plaza to just have a walk around.
it was kind of boring cause we seem to keep visiting those same shops!
but still, we discovered some shops which sell really nice stuffs. :D

2007-06-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

i just went friendster surfing & i saw stuffs that are kinda disturbing.
BAHHH. !&@#)(!@*#)(!*@).
i shall just go to sleep now & stop thinking about it.

shan't go friendster surfing again!
trust me, IT IS BAD. ):

2007-06-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday we had council outing! (meaning rmun GA3). :D
met serbia & mexico at the mrt station then we headed to meet the rest!
there were many people than what i expected:
s.korea, qatar, iran, mexico, serba, uk, egypt, belgium, thailand & n.korea.
we bought our tickets then we went window shopping.
in the end we ended up in spotlight,
where we took stupid photos with the props!
however i decided that the photos are too unglam, so they're only going to be my personal references. :DDD

Pirates of the Carribean is really a draggy show.
& the fact that i kept coughing, i din't really enjoy it that much. ):
but iran is totally retarded.
we went out halfway thru the movie just to get food!
but it was fun anyway. (:
went pasta mania to have dinner.
something happened which is #*&!^#!%# but i shall not elaborate. (:
although we dont really know one another well, but everyone just felt very comfortable sitting together joking around!
at least i did. (:
before we left, i managed to force them to take a grp photo!
muahahahha. :D

I WANT MORE GA3 OUTINGS, PLEASE. (:

2007-06-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS.! ♥

GENERAL ASSEMLY 3. :D

thats the five of us! <33

& yes, i love her.

OH LOOK! cross-dresser.

& here's our SHY DIRECTOR DANIEL. (:

THE ALMIGHTY IRANIAN.

COLOMBIA IS THE LOVE.

more to be found here:

http://www.shutterfly.com/view/slideshow.jsp?auto=1&aid=67b0de21b3a2bc59e465&js=1180927528566

2007-06-02T10:53:00.001+08:00

Raffles Model United Nations Conference '07 is simply awesome.
everything just came up so nicely that i even wonder why i wanted to back out just before it.
people in rmunc are really nice & friendly, though their intellectual side made me feel stupid at times.
but in all, i really learnt alot from this enriching experience.
more insight into the world affairs, public speaking, as well as networking skills.

yesterday was the last day of rmunc & General Assembly 3 just went crazy.
all the cheerings within the last sessions, & the funny stuffs that cracked out.
these have definately put the debates into a beautiful end. (:
cross-dressing during fashion parade is extremely hilarious.
balloons as fake boobs? :DDDDDD
& finally at night, we have our dinner & dance!
felt really out of place but eventually everything still came out fine!
they had a lousy band & so the music was replaced by those from an ipod. :D
seriously everyone seemed so different when they just went wild & crazy last night.
especially those quiet ones!
i was really shocked then.

something glad is that i took pictures with some of them!
& these shall be kept as a momento for these happy memories we spent.
photos up soon! ♥

2007-05-31T14:47:00.000+08:00

met up with charlotte, myra & sarah today to rehearse for fashion parade.
it was really really spastic.
but im afraid that it's going to be very messy tomorrow though!
but nvm. (:
afterwhich went j8 to look for myra's dress.
& then, my blisters bled.
they were oh-so-painful. i almost screamed. >:(
anw shopping was really really tiring.!
but still gald that we settled on one in the end. (:
grabbed some snacks with myra & now i'm here blogging!
shall go take a naappp soon.
:DDDDDDDDDD

i wonder why i'm hesitating.

2007-05-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

RMUN was really amazing.
made really good friends with this group of people, & they really made my day. (:
but now there's only one more day left!
i think i'll miss everything & everyone there.
RMUN IS LOVE. (:

you mean alot to me.

2007-05-28T08:54:00.000+08:00

i'm falling sick.
coming down with flu & i'm feeling really giddy now.
gahhhhh this sucks. ):

2007-05-28T08:41:00.000+08:00

friday shopping with colombia was amazing.
though none of us bought any dresses in the end, we still had lots of fun. :D
and erm, I LOST MY WALLET. ): ): ): ): ):
that's like the first time i ever lost my wallet!
so i din't really know what my reaction shld be. :/
but many friends tried to help in one way or another, so everything's getting better now!
now what i need to do is to replace my cards & get a new wallet.
gahhh. its so troublesome. >:(

it has only been 3 days & i'm alrdy tired of holidays.
nth much to do really, & many ppl are busy with remedials now.
what am i going to do for the rest of the holiday! ):

i just ordered colombia tees ystd & bought my dress for d&d!
guess we're almost ready for the things to come, except for fashion parade & the conference itself. :X
anyway, tmr is the first day of rmunc!
not exactly looking forward to it, but there's no choice anyway. (:
hope we'll all have fun manxzxzx. :D:D:D

2007-05-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

monday was terrible, i swear.
as in, who will like to see two of your good friends stucked in a difficult situation,
& yet you dont know if you're doing the right thing?
like everything is just wrong from the start. ):
bahhh, life sucks.
& stay happy shu; somehow you just make us worry.

as for today, i din't feel quite right!
perhaps because term is coming to an end, & i'm starting to feel tired of putting up that smile.
i'm not alright.
actually all i needed is just people who even bother about me!
but well, perhaps i'm just thinking too much.
): ): ): ): ): ):

2007-05-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

SPIDERMAN3 WAS GREAT. :DDDDD

RMUN presentation this morning.

& seriously felt so out of place, cause everyone sounded so intellectual.
apart from that, the presentation itself turned out fine, but other than that everything just suck. bahh. )))))):

but anw, we went to swensens for lunch then went to watch spiderman3!
its super exciting cause of the funny reactions that shu & claud had throughout the movie! x)

i guess these were the only things that made the day so much better.

♥ colombia.

ice creeeaaammm. :D

happiness. (:

2007-05-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

i was very happy today, but everything just came to me after school.
insecure; i almost broke out into tears before my dad came to fetch me home.
then once im home & alone, right here;
i just feel extremelyyyy emo, for a reason i dont know why.

im going to break down really really soonnn. AAARRRRHHHHHH. ):

2007-05-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

JUBILATE PHOTOS! ♥

section photo :D

yellow badges! with leonie. ♥

cassandra & the clarineeettts!

seconds!

my favourite junior!

& i love them. :D

thanks for all who gave me hugs & well wishes!

claudice, yishu, beatrice, suwenn, deborah, cassandra, jessling, jessie, dongran, leonie, cheryl and calista for the flowers :D

giokqin, weishan & joelle for the chocos :D

2007-05-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

midsummer night's dream play was awesome. (:

& sometimes i just dont know why;
mood swings come rather frequently nowadays.
think im just feeling insecure over again.

2007-05-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

friday
IT IS SPORTS DAY!
supposingly band is playing for sports day, but then it stupidly rained so we dint get to play. x(
nevertheless, we still had fun in the midst of waiting for the rain to stop.
afterwhich we watched the cheer routines! nat came back too. (:
& i seriously thought that YELLOW HSE was the best! yay.
so went to change back to hse tee then went to look for clauds & zhiying.
WE DECIDED TO LEAVE EARLY!
so clauds, zhiying, gets & me tried getting out of the sch frm the father barre gate.
there was ppl guarding, so there's almost no way for us to get out without a good reason. :/
but coincidently, we saw dongran! so we hitched a ride frm his dad's car. :DD
then we had dinner at pasta mania!
& it's really rather amusing then, cos we had funnaye ppl sitting ard us. xD

saturday
played bball at ard 10 in the morning!
it was rather enjoyable cos there was quite a number of ppl there too. (:
thus we played all the way till 1plus, then we headed for lunch.
afterwhich, we decided to play boardgames for the afternoon!
so some just left home to changed first, while some of us stayed back to play.
we played chinese checkers, happy family, connect 4 & monopoly!
the funny thing is that we played monopoly using real money!
HAHA SO IT'S LIKE OH-SO-EXCITING. :D
then we had dinner! & headed home.

monday
rather slack day & i cooked hamburgers & konnyaku jellies for f&n!
it's so fun! :DDDDDDDD
went home; slacked & played dota!
had fun pawning AIs. HAHAHHAHA. :D

tuesday
went out for mahjong & monopoly in the morning.
mahjong was fun! cos im a little sick of monopoly alrdy anw. :X
came home at ard 2 & i slept all the way till 4plus!
woke up then my sis asked to go jogging with her.
so i did. :D
hahahaha i think i shall be trying to lose some weight. (:
anw, i dint do my ss assignment nor revise for maths.
BAH. it was such a slack day. >:(

today
sch as usual, but it was raining so heavily in the morning.
sighhh. suddenly felt all the stress coming up on me now. x(

shall list out everything that need to be done by next week:
~~1. ss graded assignment [due tmr]~~
~~2. study for my a.maths test tmr [polynomials & partial fractions]~~
3. draft up presentation & report for RMUN, on Colombia's stand [next friday]
4. write a resolution for The Peaceful Rise of China
[though im co-proposing with Peru, but there's still so much to do. ): asap.]
5. study for my biology test [next tues]
6. study for my emaths test on next thurs [coordinate geometry]
7. prepare for my essay on Shakespeare

& there's so much more little things to do.
like preparing for RMUN? fashion parade & all the stuffs.
BAHHHH. ):

2007-04-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

today was not-so-bad. (:
chemistry test wasn't that difficult as i thought
& all the lessons we had today were rather slack. :D
anw after sch, went for lunch at newyorknewyork with shu & claud!
discussed about rmun then i left for my dental.
I FELT OH-SO-DUMB. cause u know wad; i din't know the way from AMK hub to the MRT station! so i spent quite awhile walking ard to figure out how. >:/

so nvm! i went outram for my dental appt.
the dentist said im going to take off my braces real soon!
me: so im going to take out my braces soon? like next appt?!
dentist: yeah i think so, don't give me pressure!
me: HAHAHAH. :D

afterwhich came back home & i was really tired then. :(
initially i thought that alot of ppl were going to play bball today!
but apparently not so. :/
heard that kian was alrdy there waiting on his own,
so i've got no choice but to go down too!
or it's like super bad to pangseh. :/
played abit of bball then i went home again!
i had fun today. :DD

2007-04-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

HAHHAHAHA. haven't been posting for really long!
actually i's lots to say but just that i kept forgetting. xD
so nvm! i'll post up some pics soon!
then i'll elaborate more then! :D
chemistry test tmr! hope i'll do well. :DD

OHYAH. I JUST CUT MY HAIR & IT'S SO HIDEOUS. :(

2007-04-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

OKAY I'VE DECIDED!
I SHALL ONLY POST HAPPY STUFFS ON MY BLOG. :D
HEEHEE. x)

i can't really remember what happened for the past week,
but perhaps only what happened really recently!
so nvm, i shall not elaborate. (:

tmr's syf, wish me luck!

2007-04-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday
i lost the debate; yes we did.

but thanks to everyone who comforted me in one way or another!
cause these small little things really meant so much more. ♥

today
had amaths test today, & surprisingly i did well!
cause i'll usually either fail or just pass.
HOHO. my sis was like so proud of me huh? xD
SO TODAY I'M LIKE IN SOME REALLY GOOD MOOD. :D
had a nice chat with shu at the balcony today!
where afterwhich i went to macs for lunch with weiting & ppl.
it was actually quite fun too.
then rushed back school for band!
quite slack today & we discussed abit abt POP.
dismissed late but im seriously glad that its holiday tmr,
cause i think i really need a break. (:
haha another reason for me to be happy today:
I MADE IT THRU THIS STRESSFUL WEEK. ;D
ohyah! i dint go cut hair today in the end. x(

hope tmr will be a prettier day! ;D

2007-04-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS OFFICALLY THE BAD MOOD DAY.
its like, feeling really stressed & everything.
i know no one can help me, i'm on my own.

1. school work is killing me cause i cant do my maths hmwk for nuts.
i tried 7 qns, & i only knew how to do 1 & a half.
how pathetic this can be. x(
2. then forget it, talk abt my debate.
i havent wrote my debate script!
not that i dont want to do, but i just dont know how to do.
3. & somehow, i ps-ed beatrice & cheryl today cause i said that i've got too much things to do.
but then, i still did not accomplish anything thou i dint go out & play. x(
4. wanted to complain to someone abt everything today,
but apparently, i realised that theres no one that i can really complain to.
cause i thought they might find me a nuisance if i told them abt it?
okay, i suck.

so in conclusion, im like such a loser who cant do anything well.
emoemoemoemoemoemo! x(

2007-03-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

today was a really long day!
went for cca in the morning then headed to jiafeng's hse for project.
& I TELL YOU, its super fun! :D
cause her hse is like so prettaye & everything.
then we played xbox as well as electric guitar!
i sucked at both thou. hoho. ;D
went to her gym for awhile & were jking ard! hahahah.

afterwhich went back bishan, helped ys & ppl buy drinks!
then the guy was still saying, "wah, u help ppl run errand arh!"
"yeah, im like so poor thing."
anw, the worse is yet to come. THEN IT RAINED.
i was like so tired, & i walked thru the rain.
they better be grateful huh! xD
anw, we decided to watch movie since its raining.
dint really want to watch at first, but we decided on Meet The Robinsons.
actually it's pretty nice! just that many ppl were slping & we got scolded!
tsk tsk. :X
but the popcorns & hotdog helped to keep me awake thou!
thanks to whoever that bought them. heh. xD

so after movie, was BASKETBALL TIME! :D
it was rather fun i guess, & we talked abt dota! heh.
stupid CAL fell down & hurt herself! so hope shes alright now. (:

thanks to everyone who made my wonderful day! <3

2007-03-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

basically, i would say that today is funn!
esp bball after band!
cause marcus, hanser, jane & me were in the same team,
then we won many many matches! HOW EXCITING. :D
anw, ys & graham came down too!
so its like, more people more fun. (:
hoho. YAYNESS.!

& these were all the love frm jiafeng. <3

2007-03-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

I WAS very happy today; like in some super good mood. ;D
cause it's a slacky day & i had loads of fun in sch!
slept during social studies, but i tell u - its super cold. :X
cca was pretty nice too! I CAN FEEL THAT IM IMPROVING. hoho. ;D
today me, shu & jiafeng were like discussing abt being insecure.
i guess many ppl went through this too!
so yeah, cheer up ppl! :D

BUT THEN,
my mood was totally spoilt after band.
like YEAH. shall not elaborate thou, but im just very moody & upset.
everything just dint went right afterwhich,
omgomg what am i doing man. x(

2007-03-28T21:55:00.001+08:00

CLAUDS; i swear i'll miss you.
take good care of urself in melbourne. (:

2007-03-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

JIAFENG IS HILARIOUS./
cos she was telling me how sucky was her friday at the lan shop.
SHE COULDNT FIND DIABLO!
so she played a game that she thought was dota.
after that she went on playing CS, but then there was nobody!
so she & jolene were so desperate
that they went on shooting cartons & boxes. HAHAH.

everything went on pretty normal today,
but i think cheryl is rather moody?
U'RE NOT A PAOPAO! so dont be upset. (:
& claud is leaving for melbourne tmr night.
i think we will miss her loads. x(

2007-03-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

rehearsed MSND today! i think its really nice!

shu n ppl sang Say Its Possible that made me really emo out of a sudden. :/

like, reminds me of alot of sad stuffs. aww.

hmmm. had f&n after sch, followed by syf rehearsal at SCH.

just reached home! but actually not that tired yet. ((:

anw, stupid jf went lan shop today! bet she had loads of fun w/o me.

haha & beat got her phone confiscated while msging me!

omg actually its kinda hilarious. xD

many people were emo today! but cheer up man. <3

haha. i made pizza today! but its not exactly nice. (:

2007-03-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha just finished dota-ing. xD
cause my com hanged then i restarted com.
nvm! shall take this time to blog. x)

yesterday
went for supper on friday night!
had loads of fun playing & chatting ard. xD
ate at prata hse, then we went to macritchie!
but then, we were too tired so slept there! heh.
woke up at 5plus & cabbed back home!
played bball for the rest of the day & it was really fun.
had dinner with the rest then went to my hse downstairs.
we talked & talked. haha.
afterwhich, went home to dota.
kept getting pawned! so super boring. xD

btw, sorry to those that we did not go tpy with!
we really dint know that ur were waiting for us.
so so sorry. ):

today
slacked for the entire day, like slept till 2 plus.
anw, went popular to buy guidebooks the headed to the library!
finished my maths hmwk, then did some amath qns!
I DINT KNOW HOW TO DO ANY, so my sis taught me!
ROAR. i cant do maths for nuts. ):

but then, i love going to the library. :D

2007-03-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

we were boreddddd.!

hahhha staircase! <3 shu.

trying to act emo. :X

claud; unglam! xD

2007-03-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

roar. got back my results today. :D
i thought i was quite okay, like not as bad as what i expected. (:
went cam-whoring with shu today.
its kinda retarded, but fun!
but my usb wire is like smt wrong & i cant upload them to my com. x(

left class early to hci today.
IT WAS CRAP. like, i've got no one to really talk to.
then i got mood swings. ):
like totally keeping to myself till the end of the session.
cabbed back to sch for band!
im glad that i did that, cos band was alright. :D

after band went to play bball! its quite fun actually.
BUT IT RAINED, so everyone went arcade.
it's like super boring cos i dunno how to play most of them?!
arcade sucks. >:O!
so jane, ys & i left arcade to the court.
there was no one, so we played lame stuffs at the voiddeck. xD
then, ate dinner & went home!
btw jiahao & jiawei were super lmao. hahaha!

2007-03-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

haha compo is finished by ard 12plus ystd?
worked on it for 3+hrs. roar. im stupid. ):
& BEATRICE BOUGHT ME CHERRRYY CUSHION & CHERYL HELPED ME IN MY CHEM HMWK.!
they're just so sweet. <3
anw went to play bball in the evening ystd,
its super fun i tell u.!
like there was so many ppl & we got to play many many matches. ;D
left at ard 8+ to do my essay! im such a good kid. xD

OHYAH. so pissed with this guy ystd.
banged me & yet still scolded me. )):
i was damn scared that i almost cried. :X roar.

2007-03-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

my weekend was grrrreeeeaaaattt!
had tonnes of fun with all my bball mates!
& of cos include those new frens too. xD
i think we shall just play bball every sat morning!
cos it's seriously super fun & exciting. ;D
CAL better come! whole day slack & slack! :X
actually WE CAN PLAY RISK TOO. heh.

anw, i was suppose to do my chi essay now!
but i've really no inspiration at all. ):
im like stucked at the first few sentences for 2hrs alrdy. aw. ):
i think i shall just continue tmr night!
think abt the plot tonight first. x)

2007-03-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

music and lyrics

way back into love - hugh grant andrew barrymore

I've been living wih a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past,

I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need 'em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that's it's out there

There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

2007-03-16T17:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday
hoho. ystd was a very eventful day!
firstly, woke up early in the morning for chem remedial!
came out of amk station & i saw jf!
then we waited for shu tgt. we helped her buy sandwiches! heh. we're oh-so-nice.
anw, WE WERE LATE FOR CHEM. but nvm! since mrs. tan dint scold. haha.
i sat with shu then. then we talked & talked! dont think we really paid attention. haha.

after remedial, went to meet yuling, kaya, clarissa, weiting & cheryl at dhouby ghaut.
WEITING LOOKED HILARIOUS. HAHA. x)
then we headed to vivocity!
we had lunch at sweet secrets. the food is so bland. :/
went to candyempire & bought gel-like sweet!
ORANGE FLAVOUR IS NOT NICE. seriously. ):
so we walked ard before our movie starts! bought nice nice donuts. ((:
we watched MUSIC & LYRICS!
the song is pretty nice! & i slept almost the entire show.
cos we ran out of popcorns to keep me awake.
i guess im just too tired. haha. wasted my money. :/

after the movie we walked ard to look for ugenie's present!
cant find anything, so the rest decided to go plaza sing.
i went home instead!
quickly changed & went to meet jane at mrt.
coincidently, we met tuan & malcolm[i spelt correctly(:] so we went to marina bay tgt!
walked frm marina bay mrt to the steamboat place.
HAHA WE SANG SONGS. we went out of tune! but oh well, thats the fun of it. (:
so we reached! & we got ourselves a table of our own.
the rest alrdy started eating!
we wanted to have an eating competition! so yeah.
& apparently, malcolm was the ultimate winner. hahah!
we had stir-fry chicken & egg! its super nice, honestly. ;D

went to arcade, wanted to play lan but got to wait!
so we left after waiting for awhile.
back to bishan as they decided to go thomson to play lan.
on the way to the bus stop, we got screened by the police!
its super unlucky i tell u. ):
& c'mon, we looked so innocent anw. :D

at the busstop, my mum called me so i went home!
its so anti-climax i know!
cos i want to play lan. )):
but nvm! hope we can go there again. (:

2007-03-13T08:37:00.000+08:00

sunday
finally reached home after camp!
then went to eat dinner with my sis.
I MISS CIVILISATION; & everything we have at home. (:
after which went to look for jane tan!
& bball was really really fun!
like we played consecutively for many matches. hoho. we are pro. :D
went home with jane at 9plus. heh.

seems like alot of people are in a not-so-good mood,
so cheer up ppl!

yesterday
woke up early in the morning & met charlotte at macs.
clauds & shu came shortly after, then we headed to RJC.
had briefing for RMUN & i tell u, its super tedious! (feel like backing out, rah.)
after the briefing, cabbed down to cityhall for lunch.
we went new york new york!
but too bad the candy floss machine is down! aw.
shopped ard for awhile then i went for my dental.

apparently, i went on the wrong day! but nvm, i still made it. HAHAH.
rushed home to teach my mum english! cos she has lesson that evening. =/
afterwhich went to bbc! & of cos, jane came too. :D
played many matches before i went home.
i feel very moody today!
so sorry to all whom i showed attitude to. (:

something's just not quite right.

2007-03-13T08:21:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAH CAMP IS OVER!
& I HAD FUN. >:)

we did rafting, rock climbing, kayaking, CRC, abseiling, night hike, outdoor cooking, sarimbun hunt & of cos challenge valley!
all of them were really really fun! except from the sarimbun hunt?
cause the weather was bloody hot & they made us walk ard lim chu kang! RAH.

we slept in A huts! to me, its really nice! like cosy & everything. ;)
1st night was comfortable, & 2nd night me & nat.chen went to Hut11 to SQUEEZE with the rest! we started talking abt ghost stories & decided that we were coolies.
slept beside bessy! & tell you what, shes damn funny. :D

i love bathing at camp too! cos there are open showers.
why? cos the cubicles simply stinked!
& luckily, the food was pretty nice too. (:

"threetruth came to the camping grounds
to our dismay the place was unsound
scream, threetruth scream
threetruth apply your sunblock cream

threetruth decided to carry on
like we had a choice our freedom was gone
bathe, threetruth bathe
hopefully the water is that safe

into our Ahuts we clambered in
it really looked like we were in a dustbin ):
squeeze, threetruth squeeze
can you don't kick my pretty face please?

finally we've reached the end of camp
it wasn't really that bad in the end
cheer, threetruth cheer
threetruth's made it in the end!"

in conclusion, I SIMPLY LOVE THREETRUTH!
who made this camp so enjoyable despite all the terrible things! <3

2007-03-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

dint go sch today because of some terrible headache & flu.
ate medicine! but still not that well yet. =X
like i only ate one capsule each when im suppose to eat 2?!
HEHE. i just cant swallow that much. so i think im recovering half the speed too. xD
anw, i will still go sch tmr! its like. last day of sch. i think i will miss 3truth.

actually im feeling quite terrible today.
but its really really heartwarming to see all the tags & smses. ((:
i really felt so touched. believe it. thanks alot frens. <3

2007-03-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

haha was made to do this for CME. here goes!
anw im stucked at home cause of this stupid flu.
may i get well soon! (:

LIJIA:D's Personality


Neuroticism	81
Extraversion	63
Openness To Experience	35
Agreeableness	52
Conscientiousness	37

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

2007-03-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

too long ago that i've last posted, so i dont know where to start.
anw everything was really nice.
had fun on friday watching The Pursuit of Happiness & weekend was nice too! : D
I LOVE MY LIFE.
just that sometimes things just dont go my way. =/
oh well!
thanks everyone for my nice weekend btw!
esp beatrice, cheryl.w, jane & my sis! <3

2007-02-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

i feel awful.
we've lost it; we really do now.

2007-02-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

there now; your bad habits come again.
i thought you've really changed, but you've not.
small lies once in a while is okay, but you do it all the time.
im sick & tired of thinking whether you're telling the truth or not; so just forget it.
you may have all the friends under the sun that you want now,
but you've lost my trust for you that we've had for the past 2yrs plus.

it'll never be the same anymore ]:

2007-02-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

tagged by ZHENYAPPPP.!

THE RULES

Each player of this game starts with the 6 weird things about you.
People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

6 weird things about me:
1. i can fall asleep anywhere & everywhere :D
2. i want to blog, but i always dont blog.
3. i cannot live on for a day without milo.
4. i feel emo most of the time.
5. i love to crap, though im not exactly funny.
6. i will bathe before playing bball! =/

6 chosen ones to do this:
I WILL NOT MAKE ANYONE DO THIS. :D
hoho. you guys better thank me. heh.

2007-02-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

had cca ystd! then went to bbc to meet jane.
we played stress! (:
& finally i won her ONCE! omg luh. HAHAHAHA. x)
anw, bball was really fun ystd!
& we played all the way till 9+. :D
afterwhich, jiahao suggested to go his hse to play cards!
so jane & i went to meet them for dinner then left for his hse.

they were singing on the way there! OH WELL. so embarassing! lol.
so we began playing once we reached & all the way till 5!
IT WAS DAMN FUN. xD
cause i won money? heehee.
went to eat at prata hse & left for home! ):

i bathed then got ready to go to sch for the band exchange thingy.
i was super sleepy & tired.
but glad that it got better when everything got started. (:
i would say that we did badly today!
but nvm. we'll work hard.
YAYY. heehee. xD

im getting the picture, or maybe not.
its only then that i realise that you really meant a lot to me.
i know you'll never give me a chance,
but why do i have a feeling that you're avoiding me so deliberately?
all that i wish for now is to at least get to see you,
or maybe just a peek, & i'd feel so much better.

it doesnt really matter to me who you like,
cause its just the fact that - i'd be happy just to see you alright.

2007-02-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

today was fun! thank you all who made my day! : D
havent been having so much fun in a day huh!
<3 bball frens! esp. jane & wye! (:

2007-02-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DETEST PPL WHO ACT

& ATTRACT ATTENTION/.

seriously if you really want to, dont do it in front of me.

ITS SO DISTURBING.

2007-02-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THREETRUTH & WEITING WITH ALL MY HEART.
THEY GAVE ME LOVE WHEN I NEEDED IT MOST. <3

2007-02-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

HOHO. i cannot rmb what exactly happened these few days!
but i think it shld be fun. :D
during the weekends i bought alot of stuffs!
a jacket, 4 tops & a pair of shoes! thats quite alot eh. muahah. x)

today
beatrice gave me chocos & letter! YAY. :D
anw, my mood was quite bad today.
cause i had a terrible sore throat. ):
and today im damn bad luh. i skipped f&n!
but i dint mean to missed it so badly pls. cause i studied for the test.
anw, i came home and had medicine.
was feeling so terrible that i cried. ):
like feeling so warm & body aches all over.
but its much better now. :D

2007-02-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

dint post for like damn long.
but anw, it has been really fun these days! :D
had debating workshop, inter-class debate & also bball!
i almost failed my maths test again please! ew. i cant do maths for nuts. >:O
once in a while things happen & spoil my mood!
but. THERE ARE MORE THINGS FOR ME TO BE HAPPY ABT! :D
anw, school was really fun too! lijia ♥ 3truth! esp. shu, claud & jiafeng!
& all that made today's assembly fun! HAHA. x)

shall post the pictures all together soon once ziai sends them to me. :D
tomorrow's chemistry test! ITS GONNA SUCK. ):

2007-02-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

i shall dedicate this post to BEAVRICE.
since she said that im being mean by not including her for the new year thingy. =/
oh well, I LOVE HER!
cause shes super niceeee! :D
& shes giving me letter & cookies tmr! YAYNESS. :D

LIJIA <3 BEATRICE! (:

2007-01-21T21:55:00.000+08:00

sighh.
im feeling extremely emo these days, same to some of my friends too. )):
i guess its just a stage where everybody will experience;
so everyone cheer up man! :D heehee.

i went for some debating workshop on sat at nus.
its so crappy luh! flooded with all the china ppl. >:(
but anw, i shall be good & go for the next two sessions. (:
this weekend is seriously boring me out.
no basketball or anything fun. )):
RAHH. it just kept raining. making me moody too.
just hope that the week ahead will be better! :D
& IT BETTER DONT RAIN ON WED;
or there goes my only day for bball.

anyone could help with just a word of concern.

2007-01-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

ONE THING TO SAY TODAY:
SOCCER IS SO FUN! : D

HAHAHA. im serious about it please!
had so much fun playing soccer today. even though i sucked at it. : D
anw, everything was nice today! much better than the previous week.
this weekend will really be a busy one!
going nus for a debating workshop from 9 to 6 WORZXZX. im feeling lazy. >:O
but since I HAVE to go, I SHALL BE POSITIVE ABT IT. xD

after band, went home with regina by bus!
have took bus home after band for quite awhile. cos we always cabbed. =X
but today we were so crappy!
& it was sooo hilarious. couldnt stop laughing. :P
lim lim! HAHA. xD

alright. tmr many ppl will be having tournaments.
so good luck for them all!
YOU CAN DO IT MANN! :DD

2007-01-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG.
today is like fun! thou very tired after school & bball. ):
had fun playing bball as well as chatting with jane, joyce, youxu & jonathan.
we were talking sick stuffs. xD
but today was really really funn!
if only everyday could be like today. ):

ohyah! went home & i caught a little of pss.
they were singing a very touching song!
i think i almost cried. =X
HAHA. im getting emo.
dont think dont think! (:

2007-01-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

HOHO. ystd was really fun.
played bball in the morning with the usual ppl all the way till 2!
but then it kept drizzling on & off. so its actually quite irritating. >:(
anw, went to look for joyce & kim after which.
I WAS LATE. cause i forgot all abt the time! im sorry. =/
but we dint study for long anw.
went to basement to have some food then they suggested playing with my hair. =X
so we headed to the toilet! they started waxing my hair.
they had fun i guess. then they were so so proud of their styling skills. LOL.
then they wanted to let ppl see my hair so that they could flaunt abt it.
but then, after playing bball - it was all ruined!
HAHAHAH. its fine luh. but its actuallt quite uncomfortable for me. ):

nevertheless, we played a few matches before we sat down & played uno & cheat. :D
too tired to play bball anw. =X
imagine bball in the morning then evening. aw.
but then. everything was so alright ystd!
thou i thought that it might be screwed since he was there. =/
HAHAHA. i think i overcome my emo-ness for the time being!
YAYNESS. :D

2007-01-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

MY LIFE IS A ROUTINE.

but its rather alright! im getting used to everything
& just hope that i could be back to who i really was. :D
i will change! YAYNESS./

this is what u call a bestfriend.

2007-01-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

ystd was funnnnnnnn! :D
but im too lazy to elaborate. :P
anw, 2007 shall be the start of everything anew!
2006 had been really eventful & i learnt alot alot frm everyone. :D
i made alot alot of friends too!
good memories will be rmbed & the bad ones be forgotten!
& I LOVE ELEMENTS. they brought me so much happiness. <3

my new year resolutions
1.to score really well in my studies. at least 4A1s please.
2.maintain friendships with everyone! esp all my bball frens & ex-classmates. <3
3.buy more clothes & things that i want! ;DD
4.to be good in bball! my love.
5.& erm.. everything a girl can ever ask for. :D

to family:
i'll TRY to be more obedient! & all the best for everything!

to joelle aka stoney!:
u are just soo sweet. always there cheering me up! i love you wife. :D

to cheryl aka rock!:
im going to miss u oh-so-much. the science expertee. oO. take care!

to yuling aka pebbs!:
i'll miss ur jokes! take care loads. ;D

to jiayin aka soot:
lets go out someday! dont always coop urself at home. ITS UNHEALTHY. xD

to weiting:
my buddy! stop growing taller i tell u! & i love shopping with u. ;D

to regina:
dont be so busy with tuan! our friendship is fading!

to nicholas:
I WANT TO SEE YOU ARD. u seemed to disappeared. =X take care loads!

to lipseng:
my bro! bball after sch please! BETTER SAY YES OR I TELL MUMMY. :D

to jane:
stop being so obsessed with arcade! waste of money leh!

to liyana:
dont feel left out! whenever u feel so, call me & i'll be there to accompany u. ;D

to joyce:
may u find a guy this yr! i know u want it. x)

to kaiyang:
3As & u'll get urself a swensens treat! so study hard kor! take care. ;D

to loongwye:
stop budging on to the chairman's seat! find urself a girl & let me chair. HEE.

to weizhi:
no more hard feelings! all that i ask for, is u to be happy. :D take care <3

to szetuan:
u better treat regina well! & perhaps teach me bball? heehee. xD

to jonathan, mel & kianhwee:
more mahjong & bball please! do ur best in everything. :D

to clarinetists:
work hard & get gold for syf! as for the sec1s, dont slack! jiayou!

to bball frens:
u guys meant alot to me! friendships that i cherish alot alot. :D take care!

to ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS:
take care & all the best for 2007! i love everyone i know. :D

HAPPY NEW YEARR! MAKE IT MEANINGFUL. xDD

2007-01-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

Swing Swing by The All American Rejects

Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on

Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Did you think that I would cry,on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

[Chorus fades till end]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

2006-12-31T13:33:00.000+08:00

RAHH. dont feel alright these days. ):
so much things just doesnt go in my way.
im feeling so tired putting on smile on my face thou i dont feel like it.
i almost thought im happy eh? but it just feel extremely terrible when im alone.
what have i done wrong to deserve all these? ):
this suck.

but anw, ystd was tuan's bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (:
school's reopening in like 3 more days. =/
im not close with any of my classmates! so erm yah.
nvm. shall try to make frens then! (:
bball tmr! perhaps the last time with you guys alrdy.
i think i'll miss them really badly. )):
cause they are the ones who can lighten up my day. (:

i would be feeling better if i dont see you;
yet im always looking forward to know how you are doing;
this is contradicting. =.=

2006-12-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
yesterday was a not-so-bad day. (:
went to orchard with ky, py, wz, jane, joyce, abigail & liyana.
met some ppl that we knew there then we left before countdown.
we headed to cheryl's hse for some drinks then we went yap's hse.
liko, tuan, jh & yap were there playing dota. =X
afterwhich went home!
chat in msn for awhile the went to slp. :D

i thought that i could treat as if nth had happened,
but actually we both cant. still have hard feelings i guess.
& obviously, he changed. so different eh? sighh.
i actually wonder what have brought abt the change. =X
anw, some ppl are getting nicer than ever!
& this is so nicee. (:

2006-12-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

yo.
it have been really long since i last posted.
anw, everything is going pretty well & everyday im occupied! muahah x)
either bball, dota or sch work. :D
as well as preparing my christmas gifts!
but cannot expect too much from me this yr cause its quite last min. =X

anw today played bball!
from 9-2.30. THIS IS TOTALLY CRAZY LUH.
so im feeling so so tired now. x(
the weather was super hot & we played 13 matches of 11!
good trng huh? x)

hmmm. my bro's back from army till next year.
im so afraid that theres no more dota for me luh.
cause he seemed so lazy to install it in my laptop. =.=
but. I LIKE DOTA. thou i always get pawned!
but well, i got beyond godlike before! so.. its quite an improvement luh.
but that was against insane AIs. HAHA.

2006-12-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

i dont like malaysia. >:(

2006-12-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday
went to jon's hse to mahjong.
i was not early lor! but i still waited for alost an hour for mel & lip. =.=
anw, it was quitefun luh. i dint lose any money. (:
afterwhich went home then played gb.
teevee all the way then! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU JOELLE!
& i seriously love u to bits & pieces!
cause u're always there to cheer me up. ♥

2006-12-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

today!
played bball at 9 with alot of ppl today!
basically is lip, jon, kian, melvan they all. i shall call them..
THE MORNING BBALL GANG. :D
anw, it was quite fun!
so we played all the way till 1plus.
went home slacked awhile then played gunbound with jon & lip.
just awhile:D
then i went to do my chinese hmwk!
im like. super guai. x) i know i know! xDD

afterwhich went bishan mrt to pass jiayin my sng shorts & headed home.
& theres just these bunch of ppl playing blk catching at my blk.
ITS SUPER IRRITATING.
like all the screamings. HMPH.
teevee all the way! YAYS.

2006-12-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

saturday + sunday
accompanied my bro to dhoby ghaut to pay up for his course.
but then we are late. so.. go again next week then.
afterwhich went plaza sing! walked ard awhile then my bro treated me to icecream from bravissimo. :DD
ohyah. xinhui saw me! she tot he was my bf. HAHA.
went home & played dota & gunbound with jonathan & lipseng. :D

lipseng gtg. so i went down to buy chips for my sis.
i saw them. its so coincidental please!
but anw. we decided to play bball at 730.
met up with kian & fangwei. :D
we shouted next team & played with hansen & ppl.
then played with some pro ppl. =X
HAHA i suck. but my teammates were like super good. so we still won! HEEHEE.
IT WAS FUN. ;DD

wanted to gunbound at night. but lipseng cant use com so we dint play. =X
so anw, i tried doing my geog hmwk while watching teevee. :D
HEEHEE. so went to bed at 2. but was playing sudoku on my bed.
in the end i slept at 3 plus. =/
okay. this is crap.
so im like.
supppeeerrrrrr tired now. x(

went to play bball at 5!
IT WAS QUITE OKAY. :D
the best part is - me, tuan, thomas, yap & zx played fullcourt with some unknown ppl. it was suppppeeeerrrr funnnn!
cause we were like acting like as if we discussing strategy & cheering.
its damn stupid but fun!
anw, i shot in 2 3-pointers! i feel super accomplished. ;DD
afterwhich went s-11 & i watched them eat.
then we went bbt & kotaro treated me & yap to bbt. muhahhaha. x)
arcade while & headed home!

dota-ed the whole night but slept at 1plus. :D

2006-12-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

today
went queensway in the afternoon to collect my specs! :DD
bought some stuffs then headed to ikea.
I BOUGHT SOMETHING 90CENTS.
then i was feeling abit paiseh when paying up. HAHAHHA. xD
anw came home afterwhich. (:
i was very sleepy.
but nvm. bought lunch then slacked for awhile.
i slept. (:

woke up at 6+ & felt a little unwell. :(
watched teevee then had panadol.
my brother came home! so i cant dota alrdy. =/
nvm luh. i still can gunbound. HAHA. x)
hmmmmmmm.
im like not sleepy but i got nth to do.
everyone is either not home or dota-ing. =/
AW. :(

i still miss you to bits & pieces. :(

2006-11-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday
played bball in the morning with lipseng, jonathan, melvan, kianhwee & ryan.
THEY WERE LATE. somemore they went to the mama shop & played kof. =.=
anw started playing at ard 9+ all the way till 1+.
its was superrrr hot but funnnn! (;
afterwhich went to buy drinks & we sat down to rest.
melvan left first then we were talking abt dota. x)
initially planned to go queensway collect my specs but was too tired, so leave it to friday ba. :D
went home then play gunbound with lipseng & jonathan.
then theres this irritating fellow. Zzz.
so we decided to stop playing & dota at night. ;DD

watched teevee all the way till 9 then dota-ed with lipseng, jonathan, jane, ryan & his brother.
ryan lagged out la. so another person joined us.
melvan & jiawei joined us, then we continue playing till 12.
after that, dota-ed with yap, liko, jiahao, jane & kotaro.
WE WON ONE. xDD
then i slept at 2 while the rest continued to play.

today
just some typical cca day.
i woke up at 10+ then rushed out of the hse cause theres a mini-norms.
we did drills & 'interview'.
actually i hope that i'll not be shortlisted, cause i dont want to be a squad leader at all. =/
as it implies that i MUST go for drills from now on. =.=
hmmmmm.
so band prac until 4+ then cabbed back with dongran.
& now i am.. blogging! heehee. x)

2006-11-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

friday
played dota in the morning then went out to meet my sis in the afternoon.
we went to queensway to buy our shoes.
we ate at macs first then my sis bought her newbalance shoes.
i dint buy mine pls! cos my sis say i better be sure of what i really want before i waste money again.
Zzz. so mean luh. =X
then nvm. so we walked ard & i bought my specs! :DD
muhaha. im going to wear my specs EVERYDAY. xD
afterwhich we went ikea & walked ard.
ard 7plus we headed home & i was reading my magazine on the bus.
its niceeeee. (:

saturday
had a lonnngggg & lousy dream in the afternoon. =X
made me feel uncomfortable for the rest of the day. :(
anw played bball in the evening.
actually shldnt have went. i was like having moodswing.
then kinda gave ppl attitude. =/ im sorry.
went home & played dota with jiahao, liko, brendon, jiawei & yap.
my brother played with them while i watch & learn :D
it was quite okay la. but we still lost. lol.

sunday
went out for breakfast with my family then i slept when i went home.
woke up at 12plus & played awhile of dota.
i promised my mum that i'll help her mop the floor. so i did. (:
my sis & her bf came home & we mahjong-ed!
i lost 30cents. =.=
we ordered pizza for dinner & watched Die Another Day.
it was quite nice la. :D
dota with liko, jane, jiahao, yap, brendon, thomas & jiawei.
i suck please.
like dragging the team down~. =X
anw slept at 2. super tired. =/

im missing you alot.
thou i have no wish to see you at all.

2006-11-24T12:09:00.000+08:00

wednesday
WEEEEE~! weisheng taught me how to play dotA!
like. its super funnnnyyyy la!
but he was super patient. heehee. xDDD so thanks! x)

yesterday
went to have lunch with my sis & mum at dingtaifung.
my sis treated us worx. xDD
anw went for band afterwhich.
saw the big grp of hansen they all at the mrt station.
ask them where they going, dont tell me. =X okay lor. x)
anw band was quite fun laa. cos leonie was testing the sec1s & they had to pay 20cents for every mistake they make.
its like section fun will be rich luh! so that we wont have to pay so much for pop. heehee.
after band, went back home as no one's playing bball anw.
played a few games of dotA before watching teevee!

and my mum was seriously crapping while watching teevee luh. cannot stand her. x))
then went down to play bball at ard 9.
IT WAS FUN. played 2on2 then 3on3.
and my layup seriously suck luh! so paiseh. =X
shall go train~! heehee. xDD
went home after lights off and played dotA!
played with brendon till 3plus.
I WAS TRASHED PLEASE. like 15kills by him. LOL.
anw i will get better next time!
muahhahaha. x))

2006-11-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE & JANE!
today was just another typical day going to sch for drama & band camp. :D
everything went on well & nice. i had fun. (;
some of sec4 seniors came back as well as jingmin.
huiyin & melissa are going to transfer out next year!
so i'm really going to miss them alot alot. of cos the sec4s too. x((
esp. natalie & melissa. they are just sooo nice. =D

hmm i think my posts shall be short & sweet if theres nth interesting ba.
cos im lazy. x) heehee. xDD

2006-11-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

friday
went to sch in the morning then everything ended ard 1.
afterwhich went to gy court & played bball with the whitley ppl.
we played full court first! then half courts.
it was very very fun. :D
the sun was super hot so everyone were resting.
so me &amp;amp;amp;amp; another fellow played a-b-c! he won. =X

ard 5 i went to cc court to look for dewei & youxu.
most of them wasnt there except some.
was slacking away cos was alrdy tired after playing earlier on.
anw played a few matches before i went home.
my mood wasnt okay.

saturday + sunday
slacked at home all the way till evening when i went to meet my frens.
we went to rent vcds then arcade.
played for a little while then went ntuc to buy drinks & stuffs before heading to the person's hse.
we watched Scary Movie 4 & played abit of dotA before going for supper.
walked to the st 22 24-hr kopitiam & bought alot of food to share. (:
then they still joked that they were just appetizer so we went to the other side & sat down.
in the end we dint eat anything but just ice milos. :DD heehee.

one of them suddenly brought up my problem so we started talking abt it.
they offered to help; & even gave me alot alot of advice. (:
actually i knew what they were trying to tell me. but its just hard.
afterwhich we walked back & we talked even more.
they even told me their experiences so that i could understand better.

went back to my fren's hse at ard 1 & we watched Mortuary & Hollow Man 2
Mortuary was super nice! thou its abit horny. heehee. xDD
slept during the 2nd show. but i tell u wad. that was even more horny than the first. Zzz.
so now i know why it is NC16. =X

we woked up at 7 then bathed.
i ps-ed them & dint go to the church. but i was feeling super guilty. =X=X
went for breakfast with my dad & sis,
then went back home & finished my maths. x))
slept in the afternoon before going fortune telling with my family.
i suddenly had mood swings & cried in the car. its like. whats that bloody problem with me.
my mood was really awful until the fortune teller told me smt relevant;
like not to trust any ppl & believe ppl's words easily cos in the end i'll always get cheated. =X
thats FUNNNNNNYYYYYYYY. x)

today
i thought the drama camp was at 730 so i reached sch at 7.
in the end, its at 830. nice one la.
anw the drama camp was very fun!
cos we played games & even some boring talks. =X
went out to macs for lunch & gossiped abt ppl! heehee. its damn bad. x)
we were almost late then continued with the rest of the activities.
during the break we were like talking abt super sick stuffs.
like erection & everything. xDD then jocelyn was damn disgusted. HAHA.
we planned what we were going to act but dint have a chance to act out today. =X
but its going to be like NICEEE la! cos kaili is going to be so SEDUCTIVE. xDDD

i dont want to know a single thing abt u.
these small things might mean nothing to u,
but they just make me feel terrible like anything. ='(
im trying hard; to not to care.

2006-11-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday
joined my bball frens at the chalet at ard evening. (:
shall not go into details cos i know the others will definately post ;D
but anw, shall talk abt my reflections frm the chalet then.

seriously i observed alot of things &
had a great talk with hansen, thomas & liko after midnight.
we talked abt alot of stuffs! mainly abt the problems we are facing. (:
we also helped one another by telling them what we alrdy know.
i guess it really helps! cos im getting a clearer picture of everything alrdy.
i was super sad but i tried acting strong.
but anw, i cant control myself anymore when we reached the park.
i sat on my own to think abt it thoroughly; then hansen came to talked to me.
i broke out in tears. ='(
i really really hope this will be the last time im crying for him;
cos he doesnt worth it anymore.
he changed so much; i dont think i know him anymore.
thomas & rest tried to help too! so think they're nicee ppl (; thanks.

well, at least hansen taught me some things - to forget
actually i knew this was the only solution long ago, but i just held on.
im tired. really i am.
tired of convincing myself everyday that theres still hope; & simply im just lying to myself.
in fact, there is no hope at all. cos he changed.
no longer the so-called 'very very very nice person' i always tell ppl anymore.
somehow he became lousy. just not as perfect anymore. :(

so okay! i think im giving up. forget uh? (:
& perhaps theres alrdy someone waiting to replace me.
well, go ahead.

im soo badly hurt that i think i'll never recover. :'(

2006-11-13T09:42:00.000+08:00

7 things that scares me
1. losing all my friends x(
2. feeling lonely =X
3. not going to play bball anymore x((
4. com crash. HAH.
5. losing things
6. losing any of my family members
7. misunderstandings

7 favourite music at the moment
1. Firefly
2. Unfaithful
3. I Could Get Used to This
4. Mouth Shut
5. Here Without You
6. Stay
7. Feng

7 people i fancy at the moment
1. joelle! since she tagged me! :D
2. weiting
3. cheryl
4. loongwye!
5. nicholas
6. beatrice
7. liyana

7 things i said most
1. lol
2. x))
3. :D
4. =X
5. hehehehhe
6. HAHA
7. oooohhh

7 things i like most
1. FRIENDS! (:
2. basketballl! xDD
3. jigsaws!
4. baking =X
5. being HIGHHHHH. :D
6. shopping!
7. chalets with 2WISDOM!

7 people needed to do this survey
1. jiayin
2. cheryl
3. jane
4. liyana
5. nicholas
6. kaiyang
7. YOU! (;

muahahhha. quiz done! ;DD
hmm super lazy to blog these few days, thou i have ALOT to say. : D
nvmnvm. next time then! hehehehehhe.
tata~!

2006-11-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

im ROTTING ROTTING ROTTING!

2006-11-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday
the chalet was just SUPER SUPER FUN :D
met up with cheryl, weiting, yuling, kaya & genin at pasir ris mrt at 1130.
& off we went to White Sands Mall to shop for some stuffs & smt to munch on. (:
afterwhich we headed to pasir ris park where we slacked at till 2 to check in. =X
the chalet was like OMG. its super pretty & very big. they even had mahjong table & even swings! it was just sooooo much better than we actually tot. :DD so we were SUPER HIGH. x)

once we are there, we watched Bring It On.
it was really nice & we all enjoyed crowding ard in the teevee room. xD
next, it was.. MAHJONG SESSION! xDD
qiao, mel, clarissa & me played tgt for the first time. we played the easier one. cause we were not very good yet. heh. x)
so after playing for ard 2 hrs, we went to the beach to walkabout & stuffs.
the rest went cycling, while mel, erica, qiao, cheryl & me went to play bball.
we borrowed bball from some small boys & started playing full court.
it was super hawt luh! cause the bball court was like so sandy & we almost fell while running. =/
but it was just very very fun. cause we're burning calories huh? xD

afterwhich we went back chalet earlier than the others & bathed first. xDD
& qiao was like asking ppl to bathe with her?! luckily im having that thing so she dint force me. HEE. x)
qiao taught me &amp;amp;amp; cheryl how to play bridge while mel & erica helped to set up the fire.
qiao almost died while teaching us. =X she say that our IQ are 0. =X nvmnvm. x)
after everyone came back, we had bbq. :D all about beehoon. x/
we resumed our mahjong when we were done with our dinner.
played all the way till 1145 when we all gathered in the teevee rm again to watch Scary Movie 4
and seriously la, its so boring. =X so i left the rm after half an hour or so.
saw qiao, genin & zhiying, then went to the yard to have a heart to heart talk. (:
got to know alot of stuffs. then had a nice talk with genin & cheryl.
i simply poured out what have been bothering me, esp. abt my bball frens.
they seemed to understand, thou i actually think they dont.
but then, it also made me realised that im really drifting from all my bball frens..
until such a state that im lazy to even try to fit in anymore. just tired.
anw slacked ard afterwhich watching teevee, then everyone decided to order Macs. x)
it was like almost 230. & they can still order upsized meals for supper!
good appetite huh. xD
ltr on joined the rest in watching The Grudge 2. i dont even understand the show at all =X but vriya was just funny! hiding behind the pillow. HAH.
ard 4plus, we all sat tgt to watch the soccer match between Man U & SOU.
SOU won luh! its like. wth. Man U too complacent la. lol. =X

after the match, we all went to the beach again to catch the sunrise.
but then all that we saw was the sky slowly brightening up. NO SUN AT ALL. =X
aiyo i think its too hazy or its raining out there. Zzz.
nevertheless, we all really enjoyed the times 2W have with one another.
genin, ketsu & me helped to cook breakfast for the rest!
but in the end making a mess of of the whole kitchen!
we broke a bowl in a microwave?! HEH.
then ketsu, qiao, erica & me played bridge.
it was fun! then we switched to daidee & cheat randomly. xD
its just pure FUN.
then i finally slept for awhile, which made me even more tired then. =X
left the chalet & had lunch at White Sands Mall with kaya, vriya, yuling & cheryl.
me & cheryl went supermarket to buy stuffs before heading back home.

i slept in the bus. =X in a quite an ugly posture ba. =X
cause its just annoying to get a good posture to slp. =/
cheryl woke me up & left first.
i dropped at bus interhcange & was really really tired.
my mood wasnt good at all. like. going to die anytime. =X
AND FINALLY, I REACHED HOME. =D

the chalet we stayed at.

i CONQUERED this maze! HAH. xD

waiting for the sun to rise.. LOVE WISDOM. =D

2006-11-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!
the shuai-est son ever. x)

alright. today went to meet loongwye & jane to watch arthur's vball match!
but we were like late so we only caught a little of that match. =X
but anw, amkss won! :D
afterwhich we went kovan for lunch & bowling!
it was very very fun thou! xDDDD
loongwye left to meet his friend, so me, jane & arthur went back bishan ourselves x/
had a lil fun at arcade, then i went home to slack. =X cos too tired. =X
tmr is the chalet! i guess it shld be SUPER FUN. heh. x))

hah. i give up on a liar like you. :DD
i love loners' club?! x)

2006-11-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

my brother just taught me alot of things today :D
- never give up unless u have tried, if i'll leave regrets in my life.
so well, this spured me to do what i shld do. x)
but i guessed today is not the ideal day ba.
cause there's sooo many signs that today is not the day. =X

anw chalets are coming up! esp the TWO WISDOM one!
i cant wait. xD

2006-11-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday
well, it was just pure fun ystd! :D
went swimming in the afternoon after arranging to meet lw & nich at 2.
but regina called me & say she playing bball on her own?!
so i went to look for her (: it was drizzling. Zzz.
afterwhich lw, thomas, wz, jw & nich all came.
so some of us played abc! it was quite fun. (;
the rain got heavier, so we all left for arcade while regina went to find tuan. x)
lw, nich & me grew bored so went macs to get some food, before going back arcade again.
played a few matches after the rain got lighter.
IT WAS VERY FUN. xDDD
lw even treated jane & me drinks! thanks huh. xD
but then. saw things that i dont want to see..
so i was like complaining to ppl on msn. HEE. im like bad. =X
anw ystd was very very fun!
realised that some things are definately more impt. (:

i'll hold on.

today
it was VERY VERY SIAN.
woke up super early & watched slamdunk the entire day. :D
it was super funny luh! but quite draggy too. =X
but it taught me some bball stuffs, so made me like bball even more now. xDD
went swimming in the evening & intially wanted to go play bball!
but then no trng for bishan east today! Zzz.
so slack huh? hee.

2006-10-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

so many rumours are spreading ard, hurting me bit by bit.
i refused to believe; but i cant lie to myself that the possiblity. so i cried.
but unless i see it for myself,
or i'll still choose to believe that you are still true.

i thought i could get over it; i really thought.
but everytime i see you acting so cold,
is just like needles pricking into my heart, hurting really badly. ='(
no matter how strong i appear in front of ppl,
it can never erase the hurt i felt.

everyone seemed to speak well of you; asking me to not let you go.
but the more hopes i pin on you, the more you hurt me when you let me down.
ive said all the nice things that can come out of me,
and done almost everything that i can do for you.
but why isnt you even a single bit touched?
or is it that you no longer feel anything for me anymore?
i promise that as long as you say you no longer loves me,
i will not pester you anymore.
i mean it. ='(

2006-10-30T09:48:00.000+08:00

friday
this friday night was the worst one that i ever had.
i never felt this terrible before; & i really felt like dying then. X(
you let me down utterly.
then i msged regina & zx. thanks for comforting me. it really really helped. (:

you will get retribution; for hurting someone who actually cared so much for you.

saturday
stayed at home for the entire day & regina asked me to do some stuffs.
i tried! but to no response. =X
super sad case huh. im beginning to hate myself for being so naive.
then i went swimming to calm myself down.
i guess thats the only thing that can make me a little happier.

yesterday
i went vivo city! its a really nice place to shop & everything. : D
i even saw the top that i wanted! but it doesnt have my size. awww. X(
so shall ask weiting & all to go there next time!
i watch Sinking Of Japan too!
but i was totally freezing. so i cant even concentrate on watching.
i yawned like more than twenty times?? HAHA. xDDD

then we went for dinner & bought Princess Hours' soundtrack. x)
at night chatted with alot of fiends, which makes me feel better. (:
so anw, good luck for all who's having O's now!
you can do it. =D

2006-10-27T10:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday
it was the last day of school.
suddenly all the emotions just came up,
as its really sad leaving the class - TWO WISDOM
this class made me grow & got some really really good friends!
so.. i was very very sad then =(

nevertheless, we had alot of fun ystd! :D
we played this board game for the entire day. quite enriching thou. heh. x)
afterhich had maths lessons & band.
& i followed my sis to the parents' meeting till 9 plus.
i was super tired please!
but had fun chitchating with shujie, weiting & jiexin while waiting for my sis. xDD
once i finished bathing, i just fell asleep immediately. =X
well, im a pig. xDD

i love you my wife. (:

as we go on we remember
all the times we had together. (:

2006-10-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday
went swimming with my sis ard 12. it was quite nice!
cause i felt really refreshed then. xD
then went j8 for a little walk as its still raining.
played my bball machine & headed for home.
met up with nicholas at arcade & went to play bball.
it was quite fun today! so went home ard 7.
& i finally let down a big load off my mind! muaha.

went to macs ard 930 & met alot of ppl!
like cheryl, jiawei & josiah. so qiao huh?
watched abit of teevee & went to sleep.
too tired.=X

i think i mistaken. i really did. x(

today
met up with weiting, jiayin, yuling, kaya, yienchen & serene at somerset.
we went to kbox for lunch then off we go for shopping. (;
but regina called me, so i we met up at taka.
i lent her money, so she bought the wallet she wanted! :D

we walked about in taka gossiping abt ppl. so mean right. heh.
we came back bishan then.
but it was still raining so szetuan brought down umbrellas for us. thanks huh! ;D
so.. now i am at home! so so tired. x( just feel like gaming now. =X
shall update ltr on in the day then! heh. x)

2006-10-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday
went out to have lunch with my mum & sis. cause its my mum's bdae! heh.
afterwhich my mum bought me jeans too! so nice huh. (;
when we got home, my mum decided to teach us mahjong to pass time.
so.. me, my bro, my sis & her bf played mahjong tgt!
it was quite fun la. but i only won one out of 12 games,
so i lost alot of money. Zzz. =X

i cant get to sleep this night, after reading someone's blog.
it made me feel stupid all of a sudden.
cause i cannot understand why am i making myself so upset everyday while the other is enjoying life & being so happy. cant you just try to think for me?
so i just felt dumb being so miserable cause of you.

in the end, i slept like super late. IM TIRED. =X

today
reluctantly went to sch. but it was quite fun ba.
cause was playing ard with classmates & chitchatting alot.
we made plans for our holiday in the next two days too! :D

ohyah. & i got the invitation letter for C1a. =D
thou its not triple science, it is at least in the EC.
so i shall try appealing for option B then. heh.

today i went home straight after sch too.
cause was having some kinda tension headaches. x(
so i just slept straight till dinnertime. heh.

all the tension headaches & sleepless nights are killing me. x/

2006-10-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

i told myself that things will get better
yet im feeling worse day by day ='(

2006-10-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday
had all my results back! they were quite alright. :D
after sch, went home & then went to court to play bball!
we played full-court. it was oh-so-exciting xD
its the first time we played, so i guessed its considered very good alrdy!
cause we thought that we will get totally thrashed =X

so it was VERY VERY FUN for us!
hope that we can play again soon! muahah. x)

today
it was the election rally! im going to vote for hongadi & jenna.
cause i think they are better! heh. VOTE FOR THEM TOO! x)
afterwhich it was the talentime. TOTALLY SCREWED x(
the mike was not working & practically no one heard us. lol. x/
up next is sexuality education. SO HAWT huh! xDD
so it was quite fun. muahah. x)

then it was band! my instrument is like cranky. doesnt seemed to work x/
but oh well, sent it for repair before i left. (:
went to court, then headed home shortly.

2006-10-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

woah. i finally msged someone abt it!
i felt very good cause at least i let out what had been on my mind these days. (;
nevertheless, i know the response might not be too good but at least i tried my best to savage our friendship. so im HAPPY :D

butbut i still dunno what had between us! so im quite bewildered =X
anw hope we can still be friends & talk normally. (;
i treasure you as my bestie (:

ohyah. i got back my part of my results today! IT SUCK.
but oh well. i did my bestest.
so shall update when i got back all then. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WYE!
& i realised that u had always been there when i needed a talk,
so really thank you oh-so-much. hope u'll enjoy ur bdae! :D

2006-10-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

woah. im posting again. cause i simply cant get to sleep.
i guess its because of you again.
relieve me from all these negative thoughts. im begging you.

SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE! x((